Oh Karyn, I don't know how you could think that I could ever, ever forget about you. You know that I love you. We have known each other practically our entire lives. We know everything about one another and still have yet to get sick and tired of one another. You know that nothing will ever take away our friendship. When you go into the Navy we will be writing each other every single day just because we can. I am glad that you moved in across the street when you were five. You have made me the person that I am today. If it weren't for you I don't think I would be as outgoingish as a I am now, or the person I am now. I want to thank you for being there for me and for being one of my best friends. You are one of the greatest people I know and nothing will ever change that. I am so proud of you and of how you have changed your life around. I believe in you so much. You can do anything you set your mind too. I love you Karyn and never forget that.
This is gonna be a short entry. For some reason I just haven't been able to update my lj as much.
Anyway...so the service for Liz was yesterday. A lot of people showed up. It was so nice to see that so many peopled cared about Liz that much, and still care. What really broke my heart was when Nicole, a friend of Liz's and mine from Central, gave me a pic of Liz and me from class colors day in the ninth grade, my ninth grade. I had forgotten all about that picture. And she put it in a nice frame and everything. I think that is when it started to sink in that she was really gone. It still hasn't sunk in all the way.
Today was the burial. Not much to say about that other than not as many people showed up and it was just weird that I was burianing my sister. I miss her so much.
HERE is a slide show of Liz, if anyone is interested in looking at it.
In goodish news, I saw ronniekins77's brother Justin today. And might I just say...WOW. He has gotten really good looking, now that he cut his hair.
 I just want to say Thank You to everyone that sent their sympathies. It really means a lot to know that so many people care. So thank you everyone.
I have no idea what to say right now. All there is to say is that yesterday afternoon, my older sister, best friend, and greatest person I knew died. Her heart gave out. Mom and dad said that she did not suffer.
I SWEAR TO GOD THAT IF I COULD I WOULD KILL ANY FRESHMEN THAT I COULD! THEY ARE JUST SO INCONSIDERATE OF OTHER PEOPLE AND THEY THINK THAT THEY KNOW EVERYTHING! I am serious. I take a students paper because they were cheating and he will not shut up about it and he thinks that I am wrong and he is right. HELLO! He has a history of cheating in this class! He did something that looked like cheating, so I can only assume that he was cheating! If I was wrong then I was wrong. People make mistakes. And he should know that he shouldn't do anything that could be construded as cheating! DUMBASS!
I swear, it is students like that, that make me reconsider majoring in education. Maybe I will major in business or something without idiot children!
My sister just coughed up about 5 ounces of blood just now and she is on her way to Johns Hopkins, again. I am just asking for someone to pray for her. I am really freaked out right now and so is the rest of my family so please please please pray for her. This is the most she has coughed up in a while and as I said, myself and the rest of my family is really scared. She needs her transplant soon and I am afraid she wont get it in time. So please pray for her.
A real quick update. I will be mailing Christmas Cards hopefully this weekend. So if you want one this is your last chance to tell me. If you do tell me please add in your address, dont worry the comments will be screened.
Other than that, not much is going on. We are pretty much done decorating for Christmas and I only have a few more presents to but and I am done! Not to mention school is almost over for the semester. I will be so happy when it'd winter break.